arizona is glowing and gold. good friends and family here. feels unreal to be so far off on those usual days. "if youre loved by someone youll never be rejected." times too far gone this go around but smiles persist. it seems heavy handed and full circle. begin again beginning again. this weeks proved concrete. been full of trains, cats, bikes, skateboards, storys of hoppin box cars over 10 dollar glasses of wine. odd looks and a little laughs are given and taken, pictured prizes and fleeting forevers. everythings fitting, tight and obnoxiously consistent. no, i cant believe it.